Well anyway, its the holidays again. Time really flies, especially in uni. I remember some senior telling me before that you take so many tests and exams in uni that all of it just feels like nothing at all already. How true. Projects, assignments, tests, exams... All of these just drain away your time and in a blink of an eye its as though nothing even happened. In fact, we're already halfway through the holidays and theres only like half a month left booo )': Im semi looking forward to the next sem only cuz it feels like a restart and I dont really want to let myself lag behind like I did for the second half of my sem 1. Time to get my priorities right again, once school starts. But then again I dont mind just nua-ing and doing nothing without having to worry that Ive something undone.

Life has been treating me pretty well. Been spending most of my time with baby and the remaining bits catching up with lover and dearest, as well as attending cheer practices. This is pretty much the way I like it to be, besides the fact that sometimes I actually wish I have more time for lover and dearest :/ I actually do miss seeing them all the time, but with NUS being located so far off, its sometimes really hard to arrange for just a short meetup or a meal or something. Plus cheer is practically taking up 50% of my nights, I dont even know where to go and find the time :( But then if theres a will theres a way, so I'll just keep on trying !

Sweetheart has been treating me really well I guess. I think I can really get accustomed to living with him. We're hardly ever not together and I'd say this pretty much puts us through the test. The test of having to endure long amounts of times spent together and to deal with whatever differences we are bound to face. I know I haven been easy to put up with cuz I get upset for reasons I dont explain or account for, but since things are still going strong I guess hes just tolerant enough. I always say that guys are stupid and insensitive and all ( Which I still strongly believe in :s ) but I guess if you communicate with them, things get kinda better. Anyway this was the kind of relationship I wanted, where I can spend time with him, get to know his friends, his family, etcetc. :) Sometimes when Im in his arms, I find it so unbelievable. So unbelievable that we've only been together for 2 months odd, cuz I feel like Ive known him since forever. I feel so blessed and amazed that Im in the arms of someone who would tell me he loves me so much, cuz I can tell when someone is speaking genuinely.... When it comes to him, I guess aside from the expectations that I have of people, and the little nitty gritty things that may collide, this guy who'd do little things to give in to me, is just perfect (:

Random thought but I actually think that sometimes its not that guys dont want to do something, its just that they dont know what to do. I may be wrong though.

Through things that happen, I think we can most of the time realize who are the ones that will really be there for us, will be close to us again, will stick with us through it all. Cheer hasnt been easy for me. But through it all I realized alot of things. Things that are within my control, things that are not. Sometimes we just have to learn to accept things for the way they are. Things happen for a reason I guess, they may have happened for a greater purpose. But ohwell, who knows :) For things that we cant change, we just have to accept and adapt. Said easier than done but I guess I just need some self-brainwashing :) I will make it through, especially with my girls' hugs and sweetheart's hand to pull me through.

Alright this is it for now :)