Its 4.20am in the middle of a night now, and Im wondering what Im doing awake. On rainy nights like these, I feel especially full of thoughts. The rain always seems to affect my mood and trigger my brain activity. What would you be thinking in your mind, on a rainy night like this? ( Or would you actually be sleeping like most people would hahahahahahaha )

I was just looking at some photos on facebook and began wondering again about girls doing lingerie shoots and what not. I know its like the 21st century now, but I still cannot get how girls can accept letting photographers ogle at them and what not. I mean there are some professional shoots, but you can easily tell a professional shoot apart from an unprofessional one. Why then, are photographers so much more interested in bikini / lingerie shoots? How does it help them display their professionalism in phototaking more? Sigh. Why cant this just be a pure industry the way I wished it was D:

Finally met superglue today after a good three months plus. I dont know why we always fail to meet more often grrrr, even though we stay sooooooo near each other. At the same time, maybe the location of her school explains why it takes even more effort to meet but ohwellz, just glad that we still do :) Just a simple afternoon with her for no particular reason for our meetup, had lunch at hongkong cafe at cine, the first place I ever tried hongkong cafe in my life hahahaha. Reminiscised and caught up about stuff, before walking to heeren to check something out and going back to cine again for suki sushi. We had so much food teehee, at super reasonable pricessssss so Im kinda predicting that we will go back again soon, the next time we meet. HAHA. It sure feels good spending time with someone that seems like a sister, a sister that you may not spend everyday talking to but whom you enjoy spending every precious moment with :)


Couldnt exactly spend alot of time with her cuz she had to leave in the evening so we parted ways when monsteryeo reached, following which we met lober and korkor dearie. Caught "something borrowed" at cine, which was an awesome-ly awesome show. I mean for guys to say that romance shows are nice, I think it certainly means something. ( especially since guys are just creatures whose lives revolve around dota all day long LOL ) And for me to sit still without eating a single thing for 2 hours and yet not realizing that 2hours passed just like that, it means something as well. HAHA. Its gonna be pretty much of a spoiler if you haven watched it yet so if you are intending to ( which you probably should ) please dont go on reading. LOL. "Its a thin line between love and friendship" doesnt really suit the show though, cuz its not as if they arent sure whether it was love or friendship, they just didnt know about their feelings for one another. But I think the show was so real, it made so much sense. Is it about doing what you should, or doing what you want? Many at times, you dont dare to take the risk cuz you do what you should, for fear of risking of losing people/things/statuses... But shouldnt life be able living it the way you want it to be? Then again, who determines whats right/wrong, whats should/shouldnt? I dont like how Ethan ended up alone though, he was a nice guy ! And I dont like how dex couldnt make up his mind but still ended up with rachel -_- It just doesnt work like that. When you cant make up your mind, you pretty much end up with nothing, not something to your liking.


Have you ever gone down a road, far down and wondered, maybe it wasn’t what you want?

But anyway that aside, the show was awesome. Go catch it.

Sigh it irks me that july is around the corner. 1, i hate it that my birthday is coming and Im ready ( or not ) for all the upcoming disappointments already. 2, it reminds me about how quickly uni is about to begin and 3, it reminds me that my special ones are gna start school already and Im gna be all alone again. WHY DO THEIR HOLIDAYS END SO QUICKLY?

Ohwell, the empty soul needs to go to bed now. Its gonna be 5am soon goshzxzxz goodnightyz~