Sometimes certain things remind us of the past, bring us back to when we were once young. Some may not be the best memories- thats when you get the nostalgic but upsetting moments ; While others, bring you back fond and innocent memories. Those days when the simplest of things could make you happy, those days when the issues that worried and bugged us were actually the tiniest of things that shouldnt even have weighed anything.

Previous nights were upsetting- I blame that on PMS. Tonight, it brought back fond memories, but of course, set me back thinking as well.

Things used to be so simple. When I was younger, it was all about..... Idk, gaming? Although I didnt use to see neopets as a game as much as I saw of maple and what not, but afterall it is a game. In that case, I probably spent mylife from primary school playing neopets, followed by gunbound and then darkeden, and finally maple. I'd like to see those as cheap thrills. From being a personal best score of meerca chase in neopets, to aiming super accurately and doing major damage to opponents in gunbound, to killing vampires and slaying off their heads to sell for money ( wtf ) in darkeden, to camping in maps to chiong hours and hours a day in maple..... All those were cheap thrills ( excluding maple,maple was an expensive thrill LOL ) :O But those were simple times, or at least simpler times.

Now we think about.... When the world will end? How to cope with life and everything..... Its like comparing something really minor with something really major.

Haha okay I know this doesnt conclude anything or doesnt have much significance but hey, dont you miss those days? Those days when things were less about everyone else, but more about the cheap thrills in your own life? Sometimes I like being alone, cuz I dont have to bother and think and infer and get myself all so tired about everything. Bah. But well I guess thats what we grow up for !

As Im aging ( HAHA ) my memory gets worse so before I actually forget about what happened when and whatever, had my very first badminton session with my special ones! After eating like ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ( mos burger + sharks fin soup + alot of fish cake + bread at tampines with lober and monsteryeo while waiting for korkor dearie ) , we went for a sweat-inducing session of badminton which brought back lots of old injuries. Cant even remember when was the last time I exercised, if you exclude cycling. It was a good workout though! Meh. The only thing I dont like's that theres no water cooler or food court or whatsoever you can buy water from -.- We went for a rewarding dinner after that, bak kut teh teehee! Theres so much more to try at balestier zomgzfesfiajei. Our usual slacking bridge session at macs after that HAHA I am freaking in love with macs' fries D:


Dinner at bukit timah's mad jack on sunday with the same group of special ones, after dessert with monsteryeo and korkor dearie at ps. The dessert at the store at b1's not bad ! But nothing really special I would say :O Mad jack was pretty much disappointing bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh but I enjoyed reverso at island creamery after that ! Oh and it was pretty funny how lober embarassed herself multiple times at mad jack LOL I bet people thought she was mad- Literally. We had macs AGAIN AFTER THAT OMGSDFIZFZIFEFE. Got down to applying for pdl ( like finally ) on monday and met monsteryeo for dinner after that at fishmanhatten before rushing off hurriedly for goddamn dental cuz of an emergencyugh.

When can disasters stop falling upon me?

I really hate photoshop. Why is it even invented anyway -.- To turn imperfection into perfection? Or to hide the ugly side of a person? Its so deceiving and fake someone just signed in and her picture is totally....................... Not her please. Editted ttm x10000 unless she went for a plastic surgery.

Good photographers on the other hand, dont have to rely on photoshop. Yes, sometimes theres the need to remove some details to make the photo nicer but they dont use photoshop ALL THE TIME. Like that why would people look for photographers? They just need to look for photoshoppers. -_-

Going 2am, on a rainy night. Time for bed ! :)